new trucker wife and porn

(tennessee)

I'm a new wife to a trucker. Well in general him and I both are new to this scene. He started driving in February. We just had our first baby on June 21.

Our relationship was pretty awesome until I found out that he went back to looking at porn. I highly despise porn because not only do I find it unattractive but because it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for him anymore.

I understand that id rather him look at it instead of cheating. But will one lead to another?

Now I do try send him pics of me when I can but he says he can only look at the same pics for so long. When he is home I'm not neglected from his attention but now I feel like its not going to be the same. Now I'm going to wonder if he is thinking of those pictures instead of me?

Seeing as I don't look like one of those girls. Says he only looks at it once or twice a week and that he thinks of me when he looks but how? He says he loves me and I'm the only one in his life but how do I move on and go back to the way things were?

I need help please...