Love my man but still cry at night

by Lonely Girl
(Small town usa )

My husband is the bomb he works to give me what I want and need of course I am a blue jean work myself kinda girl. I always wanted a small home, with a small yard the dog and cat and a little girl to call my own.

We have all of that and I should be over the moon and to him I am I don't let him see me walk the floors cry and go though the motions of a happy wife. We have been married for almost 13 years and he is my best friend and when he comes home its great. When we are on the phone its okay but all the hours we are not together is heart breaking seeing my friends take their husbands for granted treating them like crap and not caring they have them at night in there bed.

I would gladly share my bed with a farty snoring husband just to sleep well and feel safe at night but to tell him these things would only hurt him and so I smile and continue to go though the motions waiting patiently for him to return home because what kind of wife friend lover would I be if I did anything else