It's more difficult than you know

Making the decision to love someone who will only be there sometimes is a big step. When the lawn needs to be mowed, the shower head breaks, or the tire on the car is flat, you have to fix it.

You have to go to work, maintain a home, and still make time for yourself while doing it all. But the worst part is the separation. I love my husband more than anything, and I know he's only doing what's best for us, but every time he leaves I still cry. I cry at night.

I cuddle his pillow and spray it with his cologne and cry. Because the rest of the time I have to be brave and put on that face of strength. But the best part, is laying eyes on him after he's been gone a month. Your so over whelmed with. Love and emotion it's like nothing else you've ever felt before.