Don't understand him

by Angel
(Tennessee)

So its 3:54 am and my husband is drunk. been drinking since early afternoon till now. soon as he came home he asks about the dog walks right by his daughter and gives me a side hug like I'm his friend.

I don't understand. I have given up everything for him my rights as a woman, my freedom of speech, my freedom at all.

we are about to even move in with his parents. it was my idea because if we don't there going to loose their house. I don't understand. I give and give and get nothing in return, no love at all and its like it kills him to be around me.

I know I'm not ugly hell I've had men chase me for God sakes and could find one anywhere but instead I never leave my home. I take care of a baby, a dog and clean house all day and he comes home and makes me feel worthless.

I feel stuck. oh and did I mention the house were living in now would be paid off in 5 years and my parents helped us get it and we just moved in not even two weeks ago so tired of being alone and broken.