Need advice for weing a truckers with a 5 month at home!

Alright so I've never wrote on one of these pages but I need advice from people other than my family trying to make me feel at ease.... Me and my fiancé have been together for almost two years and when I was pregnant he went to trucking school and was gone for six weeks... I cried everyday...

He got home just in time for me to have our daughter and then got a job local hauling water and was home everyday... Well the company is slowing down and so is his pay checks so he is going over the road for tmc the 21st...

How do you guys handle them being gone with young ones... Our little one is only 5 months he is 21 and I'm 20... I'm just nervous and I worry so much about him being out there I don't know anything about trucking really I just know everyone has bad things to say about it....

So help me please :(((