Blinded Eye

by Tammy
( Chicago)

I met my new second husband August of last year. We dated a month or so. Then he asked me to marry him. I did in Oct. not knowing him that long.

We had family over. He met my sister. So she would come over. Stay the weekend. They became
Friends. So I had her to call and text him on the road at night. He was a long haul driver for a local great company, after I found out what I wanted to knw.. I wanted it to stop.

It didn't. Did I mention a week after we got back from honey moon. I was lookin in drawers an found where he had been married for the second time? I was floored ! He told me He'd only been married once . For twenty years. He found her on match. Com

I was sick! He started the marriage off wrong! People tell me I'm beautiful! I've been a model most of my life, was with my first husband 22
Years. Very faithful!

He was a drug addict. I tried
Everything to make it work. Do I divorced . Met this knight & shinning Armor, to be betrayed! Now that we've moved for his job, there's a woman works in the office at the terminal
That told him while he was talkin to 2 drivers she Was goin to make him a chocolate cake, he told me.

He said she meant no harm. It upset me. Told him Wat I Thot. At first he was mad at me. Then he understood. I said Wat if a man offered me that frm work. He then agreed it wasn't rite!

So this mornin he didn't act the same claim as usual. I called him. He was breathing hard said he was n bathroom at work that he had been movin trailers . He didn't act rite. Sounded nervous an confused, wouldn't look at me much when he got home.

He showered We went to eat . Came back home. I told him How I felt. That I Thot he was cheating , he got Mad at me. Called me a psycho bitch! Told me It was over .. I begged his forgiveness . I've never Loved or been in love like this!

It's hard' he loves my cookin. Tells me I'm beautiful! I keep the house Spotless. Give him massages . Treat him Great But with him betrayin me since the beginning Idk Wat to do.

I'm a loving, caring, devoted loyal wife. If strange sex affairs mean more to him than I.
He doesn't deserve me! Ppl can't believe I'm
With him! I look a lot younger an better!

He's blamin me Saying I'm destroying our Marriage. I have a lot Of men after me. But I let them know quick, I'm Married! Please please give me some advice!!

I don't want it to end! But I deserve happiness!
Not that bragging , but I'm the kind of woman
Men wished they had! Thx! Any advise is welcomed. .
Thank U!