Its very hard and depressing as a trucker's wife but.....
I've dated this guy for almost a year now. He is sweet and caring. We are suppose to get married soon. I am a mother of a 3 yr old daughter. He's not her dad but he will make a great stepdad.
I haven't seen him in 3 months now because he's been so busy with work and helping his dad and whatever else. I hope i can trust him to have not lied about being so busy.
He says he wants kids and still get married soon. Anyway he has been a truck driver for about a yr now and is very hard because he's gone all the time. And i worry about his well being.
I worry if he's cheated. I worry if him being gone makes him just want to be single. I wonder when i'll see him. I wonder if my lil girl will get to see him and how she will adjust to him being gone a lot and them not really spending time together.
Its hard being alone. Its hard being in a relationship and feeling as if your just a single mom. Its hard seeing couples out together and there you are ALONE.
But i understand this he enjoys and i try to be strong. I do love him. I wouldn't want nobody else. I do expect him to call every night when he gets a hotel and talk for a little bit. I am faithful to him and i expect him to be as well to me.
Its very hard and doesnt help when people say truck drivers are nobody to even try to have a relationship with because you can make it work if you truly love and commit to each other.