I don't ever feel anything I do is appreciated.
It's extremely frustrating when you are left at home to work, take care of the kids, take care of the home, take care of the yard, run all the errands, grocery shop, pay all the bills and then be there at your husband's beck and call when he gets home.
Washing clothes, fulfilling sexual needs, Etc.. Etc. Etc. Not to mention when he's on the road he fusses (a nice word choice) constantly and criticize everyone and everything. It's toxic!
Then he comes home and displays the same bad attitude and hatred toward his family who has missed him greatly through the week but actually just cannot wait to he leaves again due to his critical and hateful attitude.
It sucks to put it nicely!