First time being home alone
by Jezebel Rios
I cry every night when I go to sleep and morning when I wake up looking for him. It hurts so much, and the only thing that makes me try and be strong is the fact that we're going to be parents. If I can't control my emotional stress from his absence then I can lose the baby.
I don't know what to do, and his schedule makes it hard to talk to him. I feel like no one understands how much of an attachment we have to each other, he's always been there every second of every day. And now that he's gone back to work without me, it makes me
wish I could be out there too just like I used to. I don't know what else to do besides cry it out and pray..