Feel abandoned and alone
I love my husband dearly , however he convinced me we couldn't stay living on the East Coast where all are friends and family children and grandchildren are because there was not any trucking jobs.
He moved me to phoenix where I have no job unemployment is high and is gone were if I am lucky may see him 1 and a half days every two weeks, or less. They lied when they said four days out 4 days home. For medical reasons I cannot drive with him on the truck and look for a job.
This has left me home sick, impoverished, he sends me money here and there abandoned and a once fantastic marriage I see deteriorating.
he is obsessed with the job and being the best. I really do not now how much more I can take. there was no reason to move me that far away especially his company has a yard out east. Now he told me that we have to save money to go back home. Every month I am inundated with shut off notices , late rent , and so on. To move here for his career, I emptied my 401 k , all my bank accounts, sold my care and quickly went through all my retirement not to mention all of my belongings that we had to pawn and I will not get back.
At this point I am numb. My children are gone it is hard looking for a job when you have a gas tank on empty. I am trying to stay positive but I hate the lies. I am 53 but very attractive and feel my life has been shut off from everything. I cannot even afford a plane ticket to see my children or grandchildren and my family is barely talking to me because I foolish to move so far away when it could have been done from our other location where I would have the family friend support system.
I requested prayer but is my marriage going to make it it takes 2 not one person and it is hard to have a marriage with someone you see maybe 3 times a month. I should have just let him go when he came up with this idea last year