My husband and I just celebrated our 3yr. Wedding anniversary. We have been together for 4 years and I have a 5yr old from a previous relationship and she has called him dad all her life as her father abandoned her.
We now have a 2 yr old as well she is a daddy's girl for sure, they both are angels when he is home 4 days a month and when he is gone I am overwhelmed with my college coursework, housework, bills (mostly deciding which ones aren't going to get paid this month).
Last month the kids were rejected from daycare because of non payment. Now he is flirting with the idea of becoming an owner operator any conversation of the sort throws me into an anxiety attack but he is persistent.
I have told him my thoughts and feelings on it but it seems like my input doesn't mean a damn thing to him. Not to mention we are freshly back to together after a 7 month separation and numerous affairs.
But the question I ask myself everyday is "Would I have came back knowing that I would still continue the life of a single mother even after a promise to become local?" My answer probably not!
I love my husband very much we have been through a lot together. He is the man I chose as the father of our child and one he willing took on as his own. But now I am a full time student at 25 and living the life of a single mother. I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was then promised that he would be home every weekend now the company wants to make him a trainer and now an owner operator. Where does it END?