Devastated by deception and cheating
My husband and I have been married 8 1/2 years, going on 10 together. I just found out he is having an affair with one of the girls from his office (1800 miles away from home).
I am devastated! We have 2 teenagers and a 7 year old that looks up to daddy like no other. I can't eat I can't sleep and I just got a new job. I am a mess. I have given him my heart and soul and have stood by him through good times and bad.
He has only been on the road for 2 1/2 years and I don't know what to do. I need a friend I need advice my mind is a cluster!!!
I have always felt that he was my soul mate and that he was the one I was going to grow old with but now I'm so confused. He doesn't tell me he loves me he doesn't really even call me, I have to call him.
He doesn't seem like he wants anything that we have built. I know what my mind is telling me to do but my heart is so broken and I love him so much!!!
Please help I need to talk.