Been wanting a divorce for years, I feel like we are drifting apart
I'm happy that my husband works and makes a living for him the baby and me but this life I'm living is very hard he's gone all week and home maybe 2 days a week but when he's home he's not here mentally and all we do is fight about things I'm not doing right.
I cook I clean I pay bills I run and do what he tells me and when and its never good enough I try so hard to be a good mother and a good wife and its never good enough. I feel like a cheep whore he comes home gripes at me sleeps with me gives me money and leaves.
We have been together 7 years and he has been a truck driver for 5 years I feel like we are drifting away. I try to keep my mouth closed and just do as he says but he always wants to fuss and fight. I just want peace and love and attention.
I'm 23 years old. I want sex and passion not to be walked on and talked down to. I pray every night asking God what do I do. Am I suppose to be upset for the rest of my life? I've wanted a divorce for years but can never do it.