a truckers wife side
We walk you to your trucks and kiss say good bye and smile....as soon as you are out of site and we go inside away from everyone else who might be around...we ball our eyes out!
My hubby and me were close. Now it is very hard to deal with a trucker if he is your own. He gets stressed which we understand and try but a lot of the times his stress turns into taking it out on the wife.
we try to raise the kids and explain that daddy is on the road for us to take care of us. Sometimes we feel like you truckers are out there working for the right reasons to take care of us....but in doing that sometimes we feel like they have forgot us and the little things.
It hurts when you are not here and it hurts that you are missing out on the family things in life...but we know you hurt to.
We worry that even the best husband is out there meeting whores and lot lizards because it is easy and how would we really know.
We sometimes feel like we are married and know we have a husband but wonder where he is. We pray every day and night that our man is safe.
Bottom line is we miss you 24 7!!! its hard but we stand behind you. Thats what a wife is suppose to do