will i end up in divorce?

by Dennis Fitzgerald
(Crossville,Tn)

I am married for 2nd time, we been married 19 years,
I am thinking of attending truck school at Prime with Seth Baldwin, due to economy, I have been in construction for 35 + years, I am not much of a father to my kids, age 17,13,7 and was never there for my previouse kids aged 29 and 27 they dont call me or want anything to do with me, I like everything to be perfect at my house with my wife and kids or i get mad easily, i think they might like me gone since i never spend time with them now . So how can i keep this maariage alive?
Trust me I not easy to get along with.
Wife thinks i will cheat on her and lets face it, we all know TEMPTATION is there for the taken huh?
I am also a reformed alcoholic.

So any advice I can feed upon is greatly appreciated.
I say it MIGHT make us grow closer, but my wife says "out of sight - Out of mind" she believes when you are away from someone you tend to forget them easily.