what to do when you are not enough
I have been with my husband for almost 3 years. I have a son by another man and another son that is his they are both under the age of 6.
We got married in June this year and I knew he wanted to drive over the road. It's hard to just sit by and let him be away more than he is home.
What do I do? We fight about it all the time. He won't give it up and I won't leave him because he is the love of my life... It hurts that he chooses this job over us. Like we are not good enough to give it up.
I'm at the end of my rope. I want more children but I don't want to raise more children by myself. I'm selfish and I know this but so is he for giving me no choice in the matter..
I tried to compromise with him asking him to drive local for about 5 to 10 years then go over the road but he won't wait more than 2 years....
What do I do? I'm tired of fighting but I can't just sit back and say nothing!