Trucker wife, full time job, mommy dutties!
by Unknown desperate one
(Los angeles, ca)
I don't feel noticed, I am not told many things I expect to hear. When we talk he makes me feel like he expects much more from me, than I should from him. When I'm the one waiting for him through out the month. I don't know how to feel anymore.
I have seen him entertain other girls, online while he's on the road. I wasn't born yesterday, I will be lying to myself if I didnt think he's cheat on me. I have not proven so.
If I was the one entertaining anyone while he's away I'm sure he'd leave me in a heart beat. I can only go so far thinking I'm not enough for him. I need advice.