To let him leave, or not to let him leave...
Okay so about a year ago I was pregnant with our son and he was leaving to go to a trucking school for three months. He got half way there and decided to come back for me and his son.
Our son is only a year now and he already wants to go try it again.
I never wanted my life to be like this, I wanted to go to bed every night with my husband and know that he is there to protect me when I need him. But next week he plans to start training with Stewart.
I am not ready for him to leave yet but I try to support him. He is going to miss out on so much of his sons life in the next two years if he signs the contract!
I mean I wish I could be supportive and let him go but I have had too many men (fathers, grandfathers, etc.) walk out on me and find something better like new kids and such so I have huge trust issues.
He comes from a family of truck drivers and thinks it is normal and I'll just "get over it" but I just don't want my son to go through the things I had to deal with not having a father there to guide me through life.
My big question is should I just "get over it" or stick up for my feelings and my sons life without a father?