Sad probably divorce heart rip out confused why
Long haul story lol joking set aside long story but husband of 31 years. Was a truck driver 6yrs decided to buy his own truck he had it 10yrs very hard but business let him down lost his truck. bank after 1 month late and had some crap on his dac not bad things but every lil thing goes against you if you get ticket or accident now working at lan-sp-n as a company driver, we are ready to lose everything cuz the pay is not good.
Anyways, he decided to go teams, ok but but with a female. i love him with all my heart but i cannot deal with this. what the hell is he thinking he didn't even see if this would be alright with me just called me and said i went teams and i said jokingly better not be with a female and he laugh and coughed and said why. i went on his login info at work and wouldn't you know the fdgfdgf$$@#$#$$**&&% went teams with a female.
Got married at 19 im gonna be 50 in April day after my bday. we got married gonna be married 31 years. isn't this long haul of a marriage i just want to hunt him down leave me tell ya this is not in my book what realy gets me how a company would even let this happen. i think eventully talk to a lawyer on this 1 im so irrate i cant even talk to him even if we are about to lose everything we own.
my marriage was always num1 he said nothing is happeningim only working and its gonna give me a paycheck i just cant i just cant. this is like him sharing a 7by7 bedroom and its gonna be ok i drive to work in the am and every truck i see brings tears to my eyes. i get to my clients house they see my eyes puffed i go i must got bad allergies i come home eat dinner by my self.
i lay in my bed by my self everthing is just me im torn on this situation against it i know when your married trust is a big big factor but i cant deal with this just cant its not right or am i crazy just want to see what other people feel on this situation. all i can say now my Irish temper not calming after 8weeks of this.
cmon dedicated trucker wifes guide me on this senerio i got 99percentage trust 1percent not on everything in life not gonna change but good luck to ya all that deal with not being with your men