how do i not miss him so much? will it get better over time? he just started doing this about six weeks ago i feel lke i'm in a nightmare !!!!! i wait for it to be over where he can be at home and me in his arms i hate being a married/ single person/mother. i feel like i'm being selfish feeling this way.
i'm so proud of him he works so hard to take care of us.. but reality is i feel abandoned!!! life is to short and i wanted to spend it with him i was so happy when he was at home. i knew this was his dream when i fell in love with him and married him, but i had no ideal i would feel like this. i feel empty, lost, i'm depressed and crying on/off every day. i don't make any plans because it feels like i cant live life without him and that is what i am having to do.
if there are any tips on how to go from being held , loved every night and waking up in his arms to being alone, feeling like you are going to come out of your skin frazzled with your desire for time with him.
the worst part is this is just the beginning. there is no light at the end of this tunnel just an empty dark abandoned soul.
