My trust has gone out the window brought on by internet dating sites
My fiance is a truck driver. When I met him he had a local job and was home every night. We had a wonderful beginning. With the economy being they way it is, he was laid off and had no choice but to truck drive to keep our house afloat.
Three years into our relationship I found myself pregnant and now a mother to a beautiful little boy. It's hard enough to raise a child, let alone doing it all by myself (or so it feels like it).
That is not the only problem. I recently found my fiance logging in to dating websites where he described himself as a single otr truck driver.
This broke my heart let alone my trust in him. I confronted him about it and surprisingly he admitted it and said he would never do it again. He blamed it on being bored.
It has been about a month since the incident and a few days ago I found out he has been doing the dating site thing again. My heart sinks just thinking about it. I again confronted him about it. This time he denied it!
This morning I received a text message from him saying he missed and loved me and wanted to know if I was willing to fix our issues. I am completely heartbroken and confused. While I don't want to have a broken family, I also don't want to have another heartbreak.
Has this happened to anyone out there? I am desperate for advise from someone who has gone through the same thing.