I'm Not Perfect
My trucker has been doing this for over 30 yrs. He is a over the road workaholic. He recently decided to go the owner operator route about a month ago. Because his previous job as a over the road driver came to an end about a month and a half ago because his trucking company that he was working for went out of business.
So he joined with his now trucking company where he's renting to own his own tractor. So what's the problem? Well I never get to c him b4 he started with this new lease to own at least we communicated almost daily not much tension.
But now with this new venture. I haven't seen him in 2 months. He's not phoning much, not texting at all something we use to do ALLLLL the time.
I work 40 hrs a week n am a loner myself. No I have no interest in no other man. He's definitely my soul mate n when he last called me Saturday he assured me that we r still one with only each other n I've always known him to be a workaholic all the 3 1/2 yrs we've been together.
It's just that since this new rent to own venture that I have concern that eventually we could grow apart because he's not physically nor emotionally available to me. And I do my best to keep myself active such as working out enjoying tv and spending time communicating with my 25 yr old daughter n close family n cousins.
But I do miss him n I want more time with him but I'm not about to obsess over him or call or track him down especially since he's told me that he has to work harder now due to the truck payment.
And he's told me how much harder this side of trucking is so I'd only drive him away if I start shinning and calling n texting endless.
Does this get better? Am I the only woman going thru this? I welcome comments n opinions.