I have had it......
My boyfriend and I have been together for almost two years. I have tried to be supportive and at first things were very hard for me with him being gone.
We moved in together in March and things were going well. Until recently, he is Louisiana today and could have come home last night, we live in Texas.
He said I will be home in the morning, I am going to get my 10 hour break, so when I get home we will have the whole day without my being so tired. I was fine with this because he has been working a lot on the road and when he has been home he has been over at his ex's house doing things for her and his kids, not a problem either because she and I get along great and I love his kids like they are my own.
Here is the problem, he tells me to call him at 4 a.m. to make sure he is awake, so being the good truckers girlfriend I get up at 4 this morning it is now 5:50 am, and guess what, I cant get a hold of him, and I am sure the excuse is going to be my phone was dead which is a crock, because that is his excuse whenever I try and call and wake him up, it happened yesterday which is part of the reason he couldn't make it home last night, he was suppose to deliver at 7 and didn't deliver until 12 which meant he didn't get his new load till 5 last night.
I have pretty much had it with him and the bull****, I love this man I knew when we got involved he was a trucker and on the road, our sex life has completely died, he tells me it s not me, it is him he is just so tired all the time.
He gets mad at me when I ask him what is wrong and when I try and tell him he turns it around so some how things are my fault.
I am so ticked off at him he can stay in Louisiana for all I care. I feel like he is blowing me off, not even considering how I feel. If I hear, I'm just tired" one more time I am going to scream.
So now, depending on when he does finally wake up he might not get home till three this afternoon or later and I am just suppose to stay happy and be thankful he is home.
Screw that I have had it with him. He told me he knows where he stands in my life and how much I love him and ya know what he better not get too comfortable because that is about to change ......
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh......Am I just over reacting or just finally seeing the whole picture.