Disgusted Truckers Wife
My husband of 15 years cheated on me and I decided to stay and forgive him. We have 3 children together. He's been driving for over 5 years now. He bought his own truck 2 years ago thinking that he would be home more and now it's like he's gone more than ever.
Our sons need him more now than they did before. My oldest is 17 and he's growing up and truly needs his father around. I am very lonely. I have expressed this to him several times. He feels that buying me things will rectify the situation but I am not a materialistic person. That stuff does not phase me.
I want my husband to be here with us and I need him as well. He's very jealous. Does not want me to have male companions and I don't want any either because all they do is want sex from you and I'm not down with that. I'm an old fashion girl. I believe in KARMA.
I still love my husband but I am becoming disgusted because sometimes I think he takes me for granted and he dismisses me as If I'm nothing.
My feelings matter. I don't know what else to do. I was contemplating a divorce but I don't know if that will even solve my problems either!!