Trying to deal with it
Wow this isn't easy especially if one has abandonment issues. I feel negative, I feel angry when I haven't heard from him. I'm just trying to stay quiet bc I know all those angry, upset feelings aren't going to be right.
I know I have to stay busy. I finally googled "trucker's wife" and found this. I don't even know why I'm so upset, I do trust him, and even I think I'm being irrational. Trying to find some reason in my head. Ugh.