Trucking husband is stressing me out
I must say I really love my husband but sometimes I am just like screw it all. This happens to be 1 of those days. Trying to live your life without your husband in it because he is driving on the road to take care of the family is really really hard.
I can see why the woman of military men have such a hard time. I can relate. I should be more appreciative right now he bought me a beautiful ring for Christmas and I love it, But this does not help other things like time or just talking.
I have gotten very tired of talking because all I hear about when we talk is trucking and the weather. I ask him how his day is and he tells me and he barely listens to how my day is going and his answer is ahhuh all of the time.
The time apart is affecting me mentally and physically at this point. Wanting to be touched is a major thing and we do not get a lot of that and trying to find us time is hard sometimes when he is home. His actions really speak loud when he is at home and sometimes it seems like he would rather buy something to appease me than to do something with me.
Just feeling down today it will get better tomorrow.