I've been married for 18 years and they have not been great. I have put up with a lot of loneliness and feelings of emptiness when it comes to my marriage.
Half the time, I do not know where my husband is. I am raising kids by myself, thank God they are good kids.
I work, attend all school and church functions, and provide mental support to my kids. My husband does not disclose how much he makes or bring home.
He has missed out on every important event of our children's live. He's never here for band concerts and he missed our daughter's senior prom. He doesn't support my dreams and we do not spend any time together as a couple. I really want to leave him because I hate being a trucker's wife.
I believe he is cheating, but I can't prove it. Sometimes I wish a woman would call or show up at my door so I can end this marriage.