Pity Party for one....
(British Columbia, CAN)
I am usually upbeat and OK with the whole OTR thing. We talk daily and text.. but am feeling somewhat bluesy in the last couple of days. The nights seem to be getting longer and lonelier.
I never cry, but lately it's getting harder not to. Is this normal? We have four children between us, they are all so wonderful and I love each and every one equally. I work 30 hours a week and go to University part time.
He has been gone almost three weeks and is not doing anything wrong or suspect... I just miss him dearly and don't want to become bitter. That worries me. Is this all pretty normal??
How do I deal with it knowing that it's not him, it's me?