New to this and not sure I can do it!
My husband that I have been with for almost 22 years left for training close to 3 weeks ago now. We also have an 8 year old special needs son and a 6 year old daughter.
My hubby has been more than just that, he's always been my best friend. For the first two weeks things were pretty good.
I realized all of the things I can do now that I didn't before... and then he passed his road test and was put in a hotel for 4 days before he was picked up by a trainer.
Now he's off hauling loads all over the U.S and here I am alone with the kids and all the responsibilities, no husband and no one that I even feel remotely close to, and no sign of him comming home any time soon. I'm doing what I can to stay positive and get through this but today I cant!
I keep wondering if I should leave because I'm not going to be able to handle him being gone forever. We have always been a team and both supporting eachother financially and in any way that has come up... but now I'm here to do everything alone.
I'm sure this all probably sounds pretty selfish, but I feel like I'm at a breaking point. Is this normal? Will it ever go away?