Lost Truckers daughter then truckers wife needing help
My dad was a trucker, BOTH his parents drove as did my mom and my uncles knew how before the dot got so strict back in the day. I am fully aware of how a truckers life goes and made arrangements in life accordingly.
My husband and i have been together ten years during which he drove a truck 90% of the time.
This marriage has not been easy by no means during that time. At one point i was working, going to school and raising four kids while he was away.
That was not easy due to his first wife died right before met.
12/12/11 I had to have a hysterectomy and had to take time off from work and school to do so. On Christmas Day husband asked for a divorce.
It was not until after we signed separation papers that i found out in early February that he had been talking to anything woman since November in another state and he had been seeing her since December including talking to her while i was in surgery and on Christmas.
I am heartbroken destroyed. That's suppose to be over but how do i trust him again? I find myself questioning everything i once accepted even though we are suppose to be working on things.
My friends and family are worried about me due to the stress we are under right now. I'm about 3 semesters short of my masters degree but i want to just give everything up to stay on the truck with him right now, and i don't know what to do.
He is fixin to start a new company being gone fir 3 weeks in fir one and that is gonna stress me to death. I feel lost and husband jumps between he's an adulterer and going to hell to he did nothing wrong because i pushed him away with lack of affection and he thought our marriage was over.
I am so depressed and don't know who i am anymore:(