Is it wrong for me not to miss my trucker?
I am ok with him being gone for a few days at a time. People around me keep saying,"I don't know how you do it. It's like being a single mom."
Sometimes it feels that way, but hubby and I do talk during the day at least 3 times if not more. I let him call me for the most part, as i don't want to bother him if he is working.
Sure i feel lonely at times and his daughter misses him a lot, but the 2 of us girls seem to manage.
Right now the most he is gone is 4 days back for 2 if we are lucky then off he goes again.
I don't feel bad that he leaves, I don't cry as he drives away. Is that wrong of me to feel like that?
We love each other deeply and have been married for 14 years this year. The trucking is a new thing for him ( 6 months so far) So it may start to bother me at some point but I don't think so.
I think the hardest parts are when i don't feel well ( I have Crohn's Disease), and it knocks me down for a few days.
But i do my best to keep the house clean,clothes washed, lunches and dinner made for when he comes home and pack it up for him when he leaves.
What do you all think?