I'm tired and frustrated with my otr truck driver fiancée.
I had been with him for one year when he decided to become a trucker and do otr, I was also four months pregnant with his child. At first it was hard being apart for up to 6 weeks at a time but I eventually became used to it.
A few months into him being otr the relationship was getting so bad from him always being stressed and in a bad mood that all we did was argue, even when he was on home time.
To make things worse he doesn't get paid that well and we eventually started arguing over money and bills. Luckily he was able to see our babies birth but ever since the birth I've grown this hatred towards him. I don't find it fair how I'm the one who cares for the baby all day and night. He gets to sleep up to ten hours at times and on his time off watches movies or plays games while I'm with the baby 24/7.
It's gotten to a point where we rarely talk since he mostly does night runs and I prefer sleeping than talking to him. I'm at a point where I prefer moving on if he doesn't get a local job soon enough.