I'm Sick and Alone With Him OTR
I don't keep a positive attitude and I hate every second of this life. I'm sick w a potentially fatal disease and my fiancé decided now is a good time to go back to OTR. He's leaving a great hourly job that has PTO and he's home every weekend.
I know some people enjoy this life, but I hate it. When we started dating all he could talk about for 2 years was finding a job where he could be home weekends. I enjoy that schedule because I get some independence. I don't need him home 7 days a week.
I was very clear I didn't want to date an OTR trucker, so he just sold me a pack of lies. OTR pay sucks and idk how we'll survive.
I'm sick, alone and pissed off