i think my boyfriend is cheating over the road

by jennifer
(ky)

when we first met and he came home on the weekends he was so excited to see me. now we have been dating for 9mths and he acts like coming home isnt that big of a deal anymore. we used to have the greatest sex and now it is just ok. i just think if hehas been away all week he would want to see me. plus there is sometimes when he is on the road that he acts shady to me and always has to get off the phone for some stupid reason and here latly he has been talking bout louge lizards. im sure u know what i mean. he says one knocked on his door the other day and he told he to go awaybut i not to sure if he did. idont know i might just be me. im might just be driving my self crazy. but what if i aint. something just isnt right. i dont know. he is the first guy i ever dated that hwas a trucker and he asked me on our second date if i could date a trucker because it is a very hard thing to do. with the lonelyness and the doubts. i love him with all my heart but there is always gonna be doubts. especially when theyu start acting different. please help and give me some advice. thank you....