I feel alone even in a room filled with people as a truckers wife
I love how when my husband is on his way home he's in a great mood I'll go fix my hair put on makeup and I hate makeup dress up then go pick him up and him ask me who I got dressed up for and tell me I look like a whore.
I don't understand. Are all truck driving men so mean and disrespectful sometimes I feel like my life is a pattern. I wake up take care of the baby walk the dog get griped at clean house get griped at run errands like today I had to drive all the way to Athens just to crank a car for him.
I have a I'll child that has been teething and all he cares about is himself. When I go to bed at night I pray for him and my child and my family you know what he does at night probably watches porn then hits the sack.
Sometimes I feel so lonely even in a room filled with people I feel so alone I wish I would have done something with my life instead of letting him tell me I can't ...