My husband has been driving for 3 years now. For the first 2 1/2 years I rode with him (dealing with his nit picking and blaming me for him not getting enough miles).
Finally I got sick while on the road with him and was hospitalized. I found out that I'm a diabetic (insulin dependent) so, I got off the truck with him. When we finally got a house (we were LIVING on the road with no place to call home). Now he gets mad if I'm not home for him to talk to me alone.
He doesn't allow me to have friends or have a job. He blames me for him being lonely and always says that I don't seem to care that he's away. No matter what I do or say to him, he always says that I'm selfish for wanting to be home and it's not fair that he has to be on the road while I'm at home.
He controls every move I make. I want to leave but I have no where to go. I love him but he's sending me on an emotional roller coaster. Nothing I do is good enough for him... We fuss almost everyday. If I'm asleep when he calls... He's mad. If I don't answer a text within 2 minutes..he's mad.
If he's ready to talk to me and I'm not home he's mad but if I leave to go home he gets mad because he doesn't want people thinking that he treats me bad. *Shaking my head* I'm so depressed and I don't know what to do about it.